Damn this Fleeting Feeling (introspectual moment here)

There isn’t enough time in the day.

This has been happening more and more recently, but my time has been becoming more and more filled to the brim with stuff I have to do. But its not just stuff like school work that has to be done (even though thats one of them). It also includes things like big decisions. Finally choosing which university I want to go to, following through with financial applications and all the while I’m trying to do work for people online.

I want to make films, this is something I have said many times. It’s what I breath for; to make media. And as much as these will help me do this, I would still like the freedom of being able to do what I want. Being able to make my own projects while still having time to relax and just take a break. The freedom of being a teenager.

But the more time passes, the more I feel that this freedom is passing away. Its leaving my heart and a hole remains. It feels like I’m losing a bit of myself, a bit of my spirit and wonder of being young. 

I know, I know, what first world problems. And the worst thing is that I’m 18, turning 19 soon. Its…. troubling. 

I just can’t get rid of this fleeting feeling. I need to work on something, get my mind off things. Or maybe I should get the sleep I need rather than blogging XD

Damn this fleeting feeling. And damn the fact I’m feeling this at goddam 18!!

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To lighten the mood, here is a super goddam cute sloth making cute noises :-)

THERE'S NOT ENOUGH TIME! + Projects I'm working with other people on

I've been doing a lot of work for other people nowadays. From voice acting, to sound design. Everything has been going to other peoples projects. And as much as I love contributing to other peoples work rather than all the work stemming from me, I'm beginning to get a bit nervous about where this will take me.

I want to do some of my own projects, but its a matter of that I'm to busy. That and the projects are rather big. Its not like easier to make videos like "Package" which is completely self produced. I'm talking about proper cinematic looking pieces. 

I don't know, I guess I need to try and set aside some time to make my own projects rather than just scripting them and then working for other people. 

But that's not to say I'm not enjoying working for other people. In fact, here are a few projects I'm working on at the moment with other people. Only a few, but check them out:

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I've done another Rap Battle for SethHeart. It came out really well and he really stepped up his editing from his previous video. I'm both the gods btw:

Doing sound design for this guys full trailer. Here's the animatic. Awesome project: Experiment IX

Here's another project I'm doing sound design for. You can see the trailer here: http://goo.gl/eYmW9S 

Post by Squinty Studios.

Awesome Rom-Com series that has lots of potential. I'm Stan Aaron (the guy with glasses):



I've been announced to be the main antagonist; Octavius for a new fantasy series produced by an amazing machinima producer,pleasantlyperplexed:



Keep an eye on these projects and I'll see you on the next post!